Okay wow i havent been on in like months..well my life pretty much sucks at the momment..but yeah. im living through it as much as i can..school its okay..i only have three classes...i love that..im taking cosmoteology and chemistry and u.s history! yay! exciting..so far the only class i like is cosmo!...its amazinggg! lol..well here are A LOT of quotes..and hopefully ill be able to post more...

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please please get out!
get out of my head.
im sick of thinking about you
stop haunting me
you let me go
but im still holding on



there's always gonna be that one person that
no matter what they do or what they say,
or how bad they hurt you, you just can't let go
of them cause they just mean so much to you..



so i was putting on more make-up than usual;
because i wanted to be the prettiest damn wreck
you have ever seen.



And there she goes again . .
Dreaming of something she knows will
never happen


I hate not being able to say 'I love you.'



&& you're the one
I fell in love with..<3


i just want to stare at your beautiful eyes
& fall asleep in your arms because i know
that i'm always going to be happy with you



so please, just be patient
i'm so afraid to care about someone <3


you werent a waste of time
just a harsh realization that
i could do better.


I'm not going to lie to you.
I have felt things these past few weeks
that I didn't know I could feel anymore.
But I have realized in these past few days,
you can't just turn back time.
I moved on; You moved on.
We've gone down different paths for so long.



Whatever I'm doing,
Whenever it is,
Whoever I am talking
to, I am always
thinking about one
thing y o u <3


NOTE TO SELF :: remind me to never judge how
well I know a person, because the person I thought
I knew the best, I dont even know anymore.



Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did,
of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling
the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you.

rue love isnt that hard to find
not that you'll ever know.
would you lay here for a while?
please, dont let me go.


It's just how she lives. Loving all the wrong people, and wishing all the wrong things.


Fustrated because I can't tell if it's real.
Mad because I don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right.
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand.
Aggrivated because you don't understand.
Depressed because I thought we'd never part
Sorrowful because you broke my heart.
Disappointed because we can't be together.
Miserable, because I want to be with you forever.



every morning i try && convince myself
that i don't love you // but by the end of
the day, i give up, because i know that
i STiLL DO.


Don't tell me you understand until
you cry yourself to sleep every night ;
until you wish it all would just end
don't tell me to understand until
you know how it feels
to always be peoples
second third and fourth choice


You know what I think hurts the most?
The feeling of being replaced. It's like
no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.
And no matter what you do to try &
capture their heart again, it doesn't seem
to work. & you're suddenly left thinking that
you'll never be enough & a sadness takes over
your heart and never really leaves



she dropped the fake smile
as a tear flowed down her cheek
and she whispered to herself,
I cant do this anymore

You know you really love someone
When you don't hate them for
BREAKiNG Y0UR HEART<|33

it's like you want him..
well you don't want to be with him
you just miss what you had
in the beginning

i want a guy that will make me happy.
someone that will make me smile when
i hear his voice. someone that will love
me unconditionally. i want a guy that will
make my friends say to one another,
"she's happy again." <3

i want you to remember the feel of my hair
&& remember the scent of my perfume i always wear
remember my laugh && how sweet our kisses used to be
remember the way that you used to love me



even if we never talk again
remember that i`m forever changed
by who you are and what you meant to me.

0NE youu`re like a dream come true
TWO just wanna be with you
THREE boy it`s clear to see, that you`re the only one for me



+ G O O D B Y E. +
this is it. this is where I say goodbye

for the last time. this is when I

decide never to think about you again

this is where I promise my friends no

more obsessing over him. this is the

last time I will ever speak about you

again. but I want you to know, you

mean the world to me.i loved youu

more than i`ve ever loved anyone

in my entire life. I told you how i

felt. and you shot me down. what

we had was real. but I guess that

doesn`t matter to you. now I will

walk alone. with my head held up

high. i`ve realized I don`t need you

to complete me. I am my own person

& I don`t need you. so goodbye.

+ F 0 R E V E R +


behind my smile is a hurting heart. behind my laugh,,i'm falling apart.
look closely at me and you will see:::the girl i am isn't really me.


&& face it, not every relationship is
going to perfectly, but its hurts most
when the one you thought was going
perfectly suddenly comes to a stop
she put on a smile and laughed when she could
when really she couldnt help feeling horrible



your the only one who
can make me cry now

She straightens her hair,
applies her make-up,
smoothes out her clothes,
&& takes one last look in the mirror,
just to see what a failure she is.


another poem, another line
// another girl //
pretending she`s fine.


right then, in that moment
with your arms around me
& you kissed my forehead..
yeah that was perfect


baby you`ve got me up
against the wall
so kiss a little harder,
grab a little tighter
because [ tonight ]
i`m all yours


I know you may not be my [soul mate],
or you may not be 'the one',
and I will probably hate you 20 years from now.
But I'm not asking for forever.
All I want is to be with you right now because I know
that is what will make me happy.



Your face; it haunts my once pleasant dreams, your voice; it chased away all the sanity in me.




Fear is one word that describes the pain that goes through my mind.
theres the fear of getting hurt; being a disappointment to everyone
you care about; & doing something you'll regret..we live in a dark
world with very little light & everyone has something to be afraid of.



I’ll just walk by ..
pretending I didn't see you
& you didn't see me <|3


I might be smiling, but that doesn't mean I'm okay.


actions don`t break up a couple
feelings and insecurities do.

Sometimes It's Easier


TO SAY YOU DON'T CARE INSTEAD OF TRYING


TO EXPLAIN EVERY REASON WHY YOU DO


she sits at home watching the lightning,
feeling the thunder, wishing you were sitting beside her




one night, the moon asked me,
"if he makes you cry, why don't you leave him?"
i looked at the moon and said,
"moon, would you ever leave your sky?"



flashlights under covers,
raindrops on my tongue,
when life had no distractions,
and love wasn't hurting
anyone



talk to her; she's a girl,
the reason she doesn't talk first,
is because she has this vision of a boy
who will go out of his way for her


being with y o u is the most amazing feeling
in the world. everytime i see y o u i get the most
incredible feeling in my stomach. i f e e l like the
luckiest person in the world to have you beside m e .



you're only a memory now.
a memory of what i wanted.
of what i got.
of what i gave away.
& of what i'd do anything to get back.



we'll change.
i'll probably dye my hair.
you'll probably get a different style.
but no matter the changes we go through,
i'll never change how i feel about you.


it's so sad realizing two people
who were once so close
barely speak a word anymore

If you could read my mind,
you'd be in tears<|3


Rock bottom is when you can't take it anymore.
You're mad enough to scream and sad enough to cry.
I've officially hit rock bottom.

I'm that kind of girl
who needs that kind of guy,
who holds me tight,
who loves me back,
who cares about me.

Tears fill my eyes. I feel like i've been
stabbed in the heart. Nothing can feel worse
than this, he's gone. He left without a goodbye,
and im left with nothing but memories.
I was falling harder for him than anyone I've
ever had. But this is just a lesson;
I can't love someone that much
because the heartbreak will kill me.

See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger, & your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me

You look at me and say,
"she's the one that got away"
I look at you and say,
"He's the one who let me go"

I always thought he was dumb
for picking me in the first place
I'm not special, I never was,
never will be. He just made me
believe I was & broke my heart
when he realized I wasn't.



my heart belongs to the boy that broke it

When you look at me,
it's like you're secretly trying
to tell me not to give up hope.
But I want you to know
something... I almost have.



It kills me to know you're online
& you won't talk to me.
it's just time I realize that
I don't mean anything to you..
& never really did...


There's three kinds of good-byes.
1) When you said goodbye but didn't really mean it
because you'll see them soon anyway.
2) When your angry with the other person and honestly
hope you'll never see them again.
3) When you can't even concentrate on anything because
you're so nervous and overwhelmed
that you'll never see them again, and you just break down
because they mean so much to you
and you don't ever want to forget them for the rest of your life. Everyone deserves the last type, someone you'd do anything for, someone your afraid to lose.


o11.
nothing is more painful then realizing he means
`EVERYTHING to you ; but you mean nothing to him


o12.
I still have your picture, but I put it in a box ..
Along with your notes you wrote to me. I cry almost
every time I look at that picture now. And I still
have pictures of you in my mind .. Pictures of us
holding hands . of our first kiss. I want to rip
up your picture into tiny little shreds . But, I
want to save it because you're in my memory and
I don't want to forget you. I may shred your
notes, but I may keep them. I see a picture of
you in my mind everyday ..and it won't go away..
.But, that picture, will eventually fade away ..
and so will you.

please don't get me wrong.
cause i'll never let this go.
but i can't find the words to tell
you, i don't want to be alone.
but now i feel like i don't know you.



One night I had a dream. I was walking along the beach with the Lord,
and across the skies flashed scenes from my life. In each scene I
noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One was mine, and done
was the Lord's. When the last scene of my life appeared before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand and, to my suprise, I
noticed that many times along the path of my life there was only
one set of footprints. And I noticed that it was at the lowest
and saddest times in my life.
I asked the Lord about it: "Lord, you said that once I decided
to follow you, you would walk with me all the way. But I notice
that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only
one set of footprints. I don't understand why you left my side
when I needed you most."
The Lord said: " My precious child, I never left you during your
time of trial. Where you see only one set of footprints, I was carrying you."


there's one thing a quote does that nothing
and no-one else can do; it can become a part of you.
you may never meet the person who said it, but that
person is now a companion. quotes help you get over
pain. feel loved. make you smile & laugh and help you
through those tough days when you think no-one else
knows what you're going through.


walking away isn't the hardest part.
its knowing that he wont come
running after me that hurts


all my friends ask why im so hung up on you
after all the shit you put me through
its hard to explain & i wish they could realize
what its like to look at you through my eyes.


i gave you my heart,
i gave you my trust,
I GAVE YOU ME,
& me you crushed.
empty promises were all you told,
empty promises were what i believed,
empty promises were what crushed my heart.
my heart was yours and yours alone,
my heart was what you broke,
my heart is shattered on the ground
are you happy now?


i know it seems like a million years ago we
dated, but it wasn't. maybe you're over it.
maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore.
maybe it never did, but it meant alot to me.
you mean alot to me*[you still do]*--The OC.


i guess life took us in 2 different
directions. & maybe thats okay
with you, but sometimes, i find
myself trying to find my way back
to where you are



inside, i built a wall
so high around my heart
i thought i'd never fall
one touch, & you brought
it down. the bricks of my
defenses scattered on the
ground. & i swore to me
i wasnt gonna love again
this last time was the last
time i'd let someone in

You're so afraid to continue what we have,
you know somthing's there, you feel just as much
as I do when you touch me, you like it just as much
as I do when you kiss me, it's just you're pulling
away now because you know that if you don't pull
away soon, you might find yourself falling in love &
I don't think you're prepared for that..



When you're truly in love
You won't give up on him



Love taught me I could have feelings I
never felt before. Losing taught me to
hold on to something good if I find it.
Living taught me to never regret
anything because at that very moment
It seemed right .. <3



My heart is set on you



I hate the way you look at her,
that same way you used to look at me.



Here's to the wishes we never shared
The sweet words we never heard
The "I love you's" we never meant
The promises we never kept
The beats our hearts never skipped
The kisses we failed to give
The awkward silences we we had to hear
The sad good-byes we were unable to fear
Here's to the pictures we never took
The memories that remain in a closed book
The feelings I'm never going to feel
& this broken heart that won't heal..



my mommy told me I could be anything I want to be
a doctor, a nurse, a pilot
but she was WRONG
..I cant be his girl



i dont know where i stand
with you && i dont know what
i mean to you, all i know is
that everytime i see you all
i want to do is be with you


nothing hurts more than realizing TWO PEOPLE who were once soo close barely speak a word anymore


i flipped the cards over and
saw hearts. i folded and said ..
" i don't deal with love.


are you here because you need someone, or because you need me ?

011] if you want me to kiss you ;; lean closer
if you want my sweet embrace ;; open your arms
if you want to talk for hours ;; call me
& if you want me to wait forever ;; forget it
i c a n t w a s t e m y w h o l e l i f e w a i t i n g
for you to finally n o t i c e < / / 3

012] When you wake up early in the morning
Feeling sad like so many of us do
Hold a little soul
And make life your goal
And surely something's gotta come to you

017] it's not like i wake up and think
"i'm going to start liking someone today..."
it just sorta happens...and ii hate it.
because my heart does a horrible job
at picking guys...

016] girl: i'm giving up...
boy: dont give up
girl: why not? there's no hope
boy: there is...you just picked the wrong guy
girl: ii always do...((sigh))

018] i wouldnt trade any second ii got to spend with you
because even if i wish i hadnt been given those moments
at the time i couldnt have been happier...
y o u u s e d t o m a k e m e h a p p y <33

19] big fun;; in a little package <33

020] no i don't regret my choices
ii chose not to throw myself all over you
i dont need someone to like me
not if that's all they want...keep it!

021] dont make excuses boy...it's not worth your energy
&& i wouldnt want you wasting any brain cells thinking
up your lies...you need all you can get (hehe)
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

In our love stories,
there may be commas,
but NEVER a full stop.

--» You will never know
how many time I’ve laid
in my bed all night just ‘
thinking how much you
mean to me & how much
«3. . . I love you . . . «3

You know that boy that you can never
get out of your head? the one that
seems to relate to everything you do,
every song, every word? the one that,
at the mere mention of his name, your
entire face lights up? yeah, that's you <3

 

If Tylenol, Duct Tape, && a Band Aid
can't fix it, you have a serious problem!

 

GET BUSY LiViNG
0R GET BUSY DYiNG

 

0NLY ENEMiES SPEAK THE TRUTH
FRiENDS && L0VERS LiE ENDLESSLY
CAUGHT iN A WEB 0F DUTY

 

&& i JUST D0N'T SEE
H0W Y0U C0ULD EVER BE ANYTHiNG
BUT MiNE

 

iT'S THE L0VE iN Y0UR LETTERS
THAT KEEPS ME ALiVE

 

TALENT iS CHEAPER THAN TABLE SALT;
BUT WHAT SEPERATES THE TALENTED 0NE
FR0M THE SUCCESSFUL 0NE
iS A L0T 0F HARD W0RK

 

HE'S EVERYTHiNG;
WHAT M0RE C0ULD Y0U WANT iN A GUY?
HE'S FUNNY
HE'S CUTE
HE'S GREAT
HE JUST...UNDERSTANDS
i GET HiM && HE GETS ME
&& THAT'S C00L

 

LiFE iS FAR T00 SH0RT
T0 WAKE UP iN THE M0RNiNG WiTH REGRETS

 

S0 AS L0NG AS WE ARE HERE
ALiVE 0N THiS EARTH
i'M G0iNG T0 L0VE Y0U F0R ALL iT'S W0RTH

 

TELL ME THAT i AM W0RTH THE WAiT

 

L0VE WiPES 0UT THE YEARS
&& MAKES THE HEART Y0UNG AGAiN

 

S0ME RELATi0NSHiPS LAST A WEEK
0THERS CHANGE RiGHT AL0NG WiTH THE WEATHER
BUT i KN0W 0URS iS STR0NGER
S0METHiNG M0RE LiKE...F0REVER

 

0UR C0NVERSATi0NS ARE FULL 0F W0RDS THAT MEAN N0THiNG
BUT THE SiLENCE BETWEEN US...iT MEANS EVERYTHiNG

 

WHATEVER 0UR S0ULS ARE MADE 0F
HiS && MiNE ARE THE SAME

 

WE HAVE ABS0LUTELY N0THiNG iN C0MM0N
...BUT WHEN WE TALK
i AM STiLL FASCiNATED BY Y0UR PRESENCE

 

She might get hurt along the way,
but she's gunna find her true love one day.

 

I may be confused about a lot of things
but I know that the only time I’m truly
happy is when I’m thinking of you.

 

When you love someone ; you`ll sacrifice..
you`d give it everything you`ve got & won`t think twice
you`d risk it all ; no matter what may come

 

The only thing better than the kiss itself
is the moment right before it when the`
look in his eyes leaves you breathless.

 

Remember the first time we kissed that night?
Remember the first time you held me so tight?
All those feelings are still here...

If he’s the first person you look
for when you walk into a room
than he must be a little bit more
than just a friend - - <3 xOo

 

When your love is pouring like the rain
I close my eyes and it's gone again
When will I get the chance to say I love you
I pretend that you're already mine
That my heart ain't breaking every time
I look into your eyes

 

When you can`t stop smiling after you
talk to him, and you still get butterflies
in your stomach, & that huge smile across
your face everytime you see him .. that let`s
you know he`ll always be something to you.

 

There will always be people
you can't believe you were
friends with.

 

i love talking about you because
i can never run out of things to say.
i never have a bigger smile or louder
laugh, & even with everything that
i say, i'm still the O N l Y one that
understands why i love you <3

 

you can take everything i have ;;
just please don't leave my side<33